Saturday, September 11, 2004

Wondering

I know you have a reason for not responding... perhaps your disturbed mind keeps reminding you of how we were during those days, and its becoming hard to hold back the feeling that still exist.

I was so happy when you told me that you've got a lot to tell and your every email shows that you're glad we have this chance to communicate again, I'd been always waiting for your email but it seems that you have change your mind and decided to forget whatever you have told me. And I was stupid to believe that there's still a chance to a friendship that once blooms and that you're really interested in this chance we've got. I can't blame you for this; for I know from the start what I am thinking was in fact next to impossible.

I should have learned from the start that we're destined to be just friends and beyond that there's nothing. You belong to someone else and so I am.

I don't know if what I am thinking right now or those that I've written were really the reasons or I am just concluding, but that's my point of view, but still I am hoping that one day an email from you will come...