Badtrip kasi naman talaga, when you thought that everything's okey na and going right na then one day it will just fade away din pala, though am not quite sure of what's really going on but one thing is for sure, what's for me is for him na pala, maybe as simple as that. Floating ako ngayon, I felt so sorry for myself talaga. Maybe there were things not meant for me talaga, but please don't expect me to be as coordinated and cooperative as before.
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To get rid of that stupid feeling and to forget everything, my shiftmate decided to go to The Library and have some drink (as if I'm drinking naman), lemon juice lang po. And I'm right, nawala nga poot ko, who's not, kapag isang Michael Cruz ba naman ang na-sight mo di ba! He's really dead gorgeous, even if he's a gay, ma-iinlove ka talaga, his voice - excellent! (kantahin ba naman lahat ng favorite ko di ba!!!) His smile talaga! Kakatulala! He's now my reason for going back there again, if it's Dwain before, well, it Michael now...
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Saturday? What about that day!
Yeah right, Feng Shui with friends! He's really maarte and I can't get it! He's not texting me nor calling me, just wondering why, when he does to another friend naman. He'll text me but thru her pa, why don't he just delete my numbers to his stupid cellphone para at least he has the reason for not doing so. Kakainis talaga! Stupid! Stupid him!!!
Yeah right, Feng Shui with friends! He's really maarte and I can't get it! He's not texting me nor calling me, just wondering why, when he does to another friend naman. He'll text me but thru her pa, why don't he just delete my numbers to his stupid cellphone para at least he has the reason for not doing so. Kakainis talaga! Stupid! Stupid him!!!