Just feeling bad today…

I plan not to take his calls or to reply with his text messages... I think he is just too unfair... really unfair... and I don’t want to waste too much energy and time for him… at least for now.

For the meantime I'll try to take him away from my system. Enough for now... I hate to think about it but it's just making me feel sick knowing and thinking that I am being used. I don't feel important at all. Am I a friend to him? Maybe I am questioning his friendship because I don't feel good inside now.

I am starting not to believe his words. He did it twice, which only means that he doesn’t really care at all. Okay, I am his shock absorber but until when, I can only do so much for him. I extremely dislike saying that you would only planning to be visit me because of someone and not really because of me.