Wednesday, September 21, 2005

Hu u? - Day 2

Today I wrote:

"Minsan na lang ako mag-text and it ended that way pa. When I texted you first and you replied, I thought everything's okay and so when I texted back using reply and I got an answer of "Hu u?", I never thought that you were that serious. All the while I thought you were just joking. And it's not my practice to reply to such question, especially na I know na kilala naman ako at katext ko lang a while ago. And when I got your text saying such things as "walang ethics sa cell" and "GAGO KA TALAGA" in all caps, I was stunned and shocked na masasabi mo yon. I felt so bad and so I text you back with that angry feeling. It was too late when you said na nagdoble ung no. and so alang name nag-aappear. If you said that earlier with your text of so many "Hu u?" we would not have ended up this far, hurting each other. I'd rather not answer your call that night, all because I felt so bad and I know ikaw rin.

You said nga na kasalanan ko yon. Ok, kasalanan ko na."

Whatever is the result of that e-mail, that's the big question! I decided to send him an email today, all beause I heard from a friend na he's been calling her and he's mad at me daw. I'm also mad, pero marunong akong magpakumbaba at umamin kung may kasalanan, if feeling nya it's my fault, then fine, sinabi nya!

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

Hu u?

Hay naku! Badtrip talaga, I was late today! My God talaga sya! Saan kaya pinaglihi ang lalakeng yon at talaga namang ubod ng ----! Nakakagalit talaga sya! Mas gago, makapal ang mukha, mayabang at maarte naman talaga sya! He started it all! Kung sana'y sinabi nyang naka-PDA sya at di nag-aappear yong #, di maayos sana ang lahat at di na hahantong sa madugong usapan! Ang arte kasi, ako pang may kasalanan at iniligtas nag sarili nya! Kesyo naka-ilang tanong tanong na raw sya na "Hu u?", the question I hate most, why do I need to answer him samantalang reply lang naman ang ginawa ko sa kanya. The hell! Nauna syang magmura, sinagot ko lang sya! Naku! I swear kahit magunaw ang mundo di ko na sya itetext... well sa ugali nyang yon, di na yon magtetext at lalong hindi na rin siguro kami magkikita, ngayon pa! Wala namang effort yong tao na yon e! Gusto lagi sya ang tama at sya ang magaling! Ok fine sya na nga ang bida! Bakit kaya may mga taong ganun? Dala kaya ng pagtanda?

Ewan ko ba! ang sama ng tulog ko, pero kabaligtaran naman ng panaginip ko sa kanya! Nag kiss and make-up raw kami at take note naka dreadlock hair nya! He's so gross talaga, kaya ako na-late e! Buti at di ako binangungot. Goodbye friend na kaya kami?

Bakit nga kaya yong mga friends na tinuturing mo, sila pa yong more abusive and more demanding. Lagi na lang ba ako mag-aadjust for them?

Sunday, September 18, 2005

What's new!

*** Watched The Grimm's Brother with Jimmy at G4
*** Bought new shoes at IAM and Landmark (feeling ko stress ako, kaya to the rescue, kailangan ng theraphy)
*** Watched A Sound of Thunder with Jimmy at G4 (no malice please!)

I'de been planning to buy another bag but unfortunately I can't find one, they're all expensive, hay! I don't wanna use na may credit card, I can't breathe na sa laki ng balance ko! Nahihirapan na kong magbudget... But I hope by next month, maluwag na ko, no more Christmas shopping, every month na lang ata, I have something for myself na lang. Too much na ata... I wanna be matipid na... how kaya?

Tuesday, September 06, 2005

Dream of YOU!

Bakit kaya madalas kitang mapanaginipan ngayon? What's with you! Are you thinking of me too? Well, at least positive sya at sweet dreams! hehehe... Sana lagi na lang akong natutulog para nagkakasama tayo...

Why don't you show up kaya, para naman di lang sa dreams kita nakikita... looking forward... Kevin J.

Sunday, September 04, 2005

Sad :(

~ Went to CJ's first birthday at McDonald's with Liz
~ Watched basketball championship, pero mas gusto ko ata 'yong kabilang team! hehehe!!!

As of this moment, I'm listening to my favorite music entitled "I Believe", feeling kong magpaka-senti kasi. When you're feeling alone and no friends there for you when you needed them the most, you'll feel the same. Hay! life! Well, I guess, you should know how to live alone.