Everything seems to be hard for me now... I don't think I deserve all these things! I've done everything, all the best and I never thought it would end just like that! What am I going to do now! I don't know yet... I have to absorb everything first! I need a break and think of what must I do then.
It really hurts me! my ego perhaps... this must be the sign that I'd been waiting for. Now I know where I stand and don't you dare expect me to give more of what I used to do before... I'll only give what you deserve... patas lang dapat tayo. I used to be kind but then not appreciated and all my efforts were put into waste... thank you!!!