I really hate myself for being so transparent, as I always said, it's really hard when you're so emotional, I couldn't utter a word... oh gees! Better that Neo's always there, as of now he's the one who's really trying to comfort (if that's right word) me... telling me to go on and be strong and fight for what is right... he's the one trying to control me with my emotions and feelings. Things are not getting better for me.
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After office, Neo and I went malling, I bought a new watch, a Disney watch actually, I should have bought that red watch but Neo told me that this one we've got is much better.