I never thought nor imagine in my entire life that I'll be hearing you crying like that, not even in my imagination... and that one day I will cry with you, begging and asking for assurance that I'll hear your voice again tomorrow... and you will share your heartaches with me... and that made me realize how your friendship mean more to me... You're such a jolly person, a faithful lover, a loyal friend and a good son.
I can never afford to lose a friend... a friend like you, who's always been so good to me and to everyone. I will take all your pangungulit, kahit paulit-ulit than not hearing your voice anymore. Call me in the middle of the night and I will be there to talk and to listen to all your sentiments, I won't let you down and I'll do anything to make you smile even for a while. I will help you carry your entire burden than not seeing you standing there.
Love hurts but there's always a way mending a broken heart, it's not by taking our own life but by standing from falling. Sana nga lang lahat ng mga words of encouragement ko for you will not be put into waste. My P400.00 is nothing compared to the help it might provide you. I don't wanna hear you say, you'll be gone soon, I don't wanna hear you crying anymore, it hurts me more... I never thought you're that weak, life is beautiful and I know that there's more waiting for you.
It may be hard now for you to accept all the things, but I know you can. As I told you, think of yourself, your friends and your family. Try to fight even if you're emotionally and physically weak, continue with your dreams and learn to stand by yourself not depending to anyone. Don't beg for love or for sympathy. You deserve more than that. Have your dignity back and learn to love yourself. In life you need to know how to play games, don't be a looser my friend. Never say you can't when you're not yet trying, let not your world stop by the pain you have inside your heart. Don't quit.
And when one day you learn to love again, don't give too much that you forget you need to keep for yourself as well. Learn from your mistakes and be more courageous.
Maybe one day, when you are fully healed, you will be thankful for not taking your life so soon...