Oh yeah!

Got a lot of things to say...
But I don't know how to start
I'd been thinking of so many things, what if, what if, what if...
Yes! it's too complicated, neither I can't get through it.

Oh yeah! I'm happy but I don't know why...
Should there be reason for that?
Well, why can't I admit it?
Hey! I must not, let it just be it!
My forever might not exist again, oh boy! I'm afraid so...

Well, it's true, I'm just here waiting for all possibilities
I'm not going anywhere, just here were you left me, waiting, standing, thinking, hoping and praying...

Then Forget

I wanna share this poem which I copied from my cousin which she received thru text...

Forget his love that once showed
Forget the fact he once care
Forget the times you spent together
Remember now, he's gone forever.

Forget you cried the whole night long
Forget him while he played our song
Forget those you once were
remember now, he has chosen another.

Forget you memorized his walk
Forget the way you used to talk
Forget the times when he was mad
Remember his happy and you are sad.

Forget the times you called him on the telephone
Forget the times you were alone
Forget the times your dreams come true
Remember there's someone new.

Forget his gentle teasing way
Forget he called you everyday
Forget the things you were pleased to do
Forget the way he spoke your name
Remember now things aren't the same.

Forget the way he hold your hands
Forget those things if you can,
Forget he told you he love you too
Remember now it's no longer you.

Forget the times that went so fast
Forget those dreams that can't come true
Forget him because he has forgotten you
So forget his name and face.

Forget his kiss and warm embrace
Forget his love that once came true
Remember now you must find someone new.

Pasko ko...

Oo na, totoo nga, masaya nga ako, Pasko di ba at saka sino bang mag-aakala na darating nga sya ngayon. Kala ko nagbibiro lang sya pero totoo pala. Mabuti na rin yong di umaasa kesa naman sa mabigo lang di ba? Sya, wag na lang kasing bigyan ng kahulugan ang kung ano mang bagay-bagay...

Ano kaya ang kanyang kahilingan na gustong-gusto nyang matupad? Bakit ganun? Kung ano man 'yon, it will be granted for sure!

Hayyy! kakatuwa man... :)

Pinoy ako!

Ilang araw na lang at bagong taon na naman, ang bilis ng panahon, dati-rati kasama pa kita pero tingnan mo ngayon magkalayo na tayo. Hindi mo talaga masasabi kung ano ang mangyayari sa hinaharap. Nakakalungkot man pero lahat tayo, kailangan nating pag-ibayuhin pa ang ating kaalaman at hanapin na rin ang ating sarili.
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Hayyyyy! ano na nga bang nangyari sa akin ngayong taong ito? Nalungkot, umiyak, natuwa... sari-saring emosyon pero lahat ang sarap balik-balikan. Natatawa ka na lang kapag naiisip mo ang mga bagay na iyon. Parang bata talaga, pero ang dami ko namang natutunan sa totoo lang. Mga bagong kaibigan na dating kaibigan pero ngayon lang naging kaibigan, magulo di ba.
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Eh ngayon kayang darating na taon, may inaasahan ba ako? Sana matupad ang mga kahilingan ko, mababaw lang naman kasi kaya siguro pagbibigyan na ako ni Lord. Hindi naman sya nagdadamot kaya nga lang kung hindi naman para sa'yo di na Nya pag-aaksayahan pang ibigay sa'yo. Lord, kailangan non ah! ewan, parang bata kasi kung humiling, pero may sense naman yon, it will not go to waste kung ano man ang kahilingan ko.
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New Years Resolution? Ano ba yon, ala namang nagyayari, kaya 'wag na lang... basta ngayong taon na 'to, Pinoy ako!!!

Completed!

And finally, I am set for Christmas. I have completed the gifts for my friends, relatives and officemates. It cost me how much for all those gifts but I don't care as long as lahat sila nabigyan ko, bahala na si Batman magbayad non.

I'm pretty sure my Christmas is going to be a memorable one this time around... why? I can feel it lang... we'll be celebrating it there kasi sa Alabang with games and exchange gifts.

Reunion

Yesterday, kita-kita ng dating ka-shiftmate. Liz, NA, Red, Teena and Chard. We went to Bay Walk for dinner and then went straight sa Star City naman. It's really fun and I think naman na lahat enjoy talaga...We're not complete as what we thought but then it's still memorable.