Forever

Today, I wish I could bring back yesterdays, when there's still you. A true friend I'm always thankful of, then today, I won't be here alone. For me forever is you, but then when you left without goodbye you have taken forever from me...

Again

I wanna be out! I wanna be disconnected... as much as possible I don't wanna hear anything about him, I wanna get over him... it only hurts me. I can't understand myself anymore, I'd been thinking a lot... I want peace of mind. Let me just do my work and focus more, I refrain from entertaining any thoughts of him, I spare myself from doing so from now on! (that's a promise for keeps?!!!??).

Friday to Sunday

Got to see Taxi last Friday with Liz and Chard, though I'm so sleepy na, still managed to watch it. I was already planning not to go (well, a lot of things coming into my mind that night but I just can't share). One thing I noticed about him that night... he's becoming makulit na naman ha, which for me's okay. I want him to be like that, jolly and always happy hindi yong ang suplada lagi ng dating niya?
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Saturday... I went to Batangas (I'm home buddy!), took a nap and then went to my dentist and after that went to SM Batangas with my bro and cous... (Opo, my SM na dun no!) so many people, as in super, opening kasi!!! Makipagsiksikan raw kami...
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Sunday... went to Alabang with all of my cousins to celebrate the 83rd birthday of my Lolo, everybody's present except for my Aunt who's in the State. It's just a simple celebration (hope to post some of the pictures next week). Then after lunch we went to Star City with Lolo of course, this time he just watched us and don't have the guts to ride (unlike when we first went to Enchanted Kingdom at 75 (I think) he rode Space Shuttle! ang ending sa clinic kasi nahilo!)

Fave of mine

If You're Not The One
By Daniel Bedingfield

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side

I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I

Chances are

So what if they broke up! I’m not affected… why should I... not happy either… helllloooo… I’ve got nothing to do with him… we’re just friends and that’s all. The truth? Not really interested, well, they’re the only (my friends) one who’s concluding that you know what…

But really, I was stunned upon seeing him. I never thought that he would be visiting his old office considering the incident before, but anyway, that was before... good thing that they’re okay now.

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I’d been sick for almost two weeks now (fever, cough and flu) goodness… maybe I am working too hard, I need to rest… but how?
I can’t afford that, no I can’t!
Why can’t I do that!
What’s the problem with me?
Why do I love my work very much!
I’ve got my day-off… why not use that…
Spare some precious time for myself?
How I wish! I really wish!
Can anyone help me… please…

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What’s keeping you busy man! Have you found the truth inside your heart? Why don’t you speak your mind, so that I know what’s in there. You’d been always like that… always… wish to hear from you…