Thursday, October 28, 2004

First White Chicks

We went to watch White Chicks last night and it's really funny. You'll keep on laughing talaga. Though I'm not really feeling well since last Sunday pa ata, I was able to watch it pa rin... it's Liz fault actually, kasi ba naman masyadong makulit, I told her na sa Nov. 3 pa showing ang First Daughter... kesyo nakita raw nya na showing na, nangulit na, even if 5 hours pa lang ata tulog ko, go pa rin... And so, I'm right, advance screening pala nakita nya...

I told her na ikot-ikot na lang kami sa mall since di pa sya showing, then somebody texted her, a friend pala, kita-kits kami then we have our dinner sa Kenny, yes! libre ko nga, spag lang pala kakainin, I thought marami... then yun, chickahan hanggang mag-White Chicks na lang...

Well, yah! Nice seeing him again di ba! Hey people! Please don't react... don't mean anything here... malicious mind...

Wednesday, October 20, 2004

Lost in Your Eyes

I get lost, in your eyes
And I feel my spirits rise
And soar like the wind
Is it love that I am in?

(I was really lost, the first time I heard Nyoy with this song. There's a different feeling, parang naka-float ka. You can really feel the meaning of each line. Very impressive yong version nya talaga.)

I get weak in a glance
Isn't this what's called romance?
And that's what I know
Cause when I'm lost
I can't let go

(It's a wonderful feeling, thinking of those good memories with your special someone... those kilig memories will just get through you again... even if tapos na kayo...)

(Chorus)
I don't mind
Not knowing what I'm headed for
You can take me to the skies
It's like being lost in heaven
When (and) I'm lost in your eyes

I just felt
Don't know why
Something is there
We can't deny
Ooh, when I first knew
Was when I first looked at you

(Seems to be true, hay wish ko lang talaga...)

And if I
Can't find my way
If salvation
Seems miles away
Oh, I'll be found
When I'm lost in your eyes

(Repeat Chorus)
I get weak in a glance
Isn't this what's called romance
Oh, I'll be found
When I am lost
In your eyes.

But the sad thing... I was totally lost in his eyes...

Wednesday, October 13, 2004

Meeting with RLL

I got an email from our Manager saying that our Executive Director wants to speak with me, well, she thinks daw he wants to commend me with the good feedback that I received from our users.

I was so nervous, really nervous, pwede naman through email na lang eh, I'm sanay na naman receiving good feedback, ewan ko, why it's so big deal for them... medyo mahaba lang ng konti yong email!? (ganun ba 'yon!) I have to render overtime pa tuloy, sleepy na ko... then when I went to his office, wissss, di nya me kilala, but when he thought that it's me, the gorgeous me, he let me sit and make chicka-chicka with me... he told me that I'm good daw and that my name's been everywhere (chicka!). Bola-bolahin ba raw ako, me naman parang ingot na bata, dunno what to do, and what to say... grosssss, kuhanan pa raw me ng tips about MSWord. He keeps saying na why daw I'm so magaling, God, is that a question! I was born to be one! (yabang ko talaga!) and yon lang daw mga good ang makikilala nya (I wanna say too much for that, Sir).

But in fairness ha! Happy rin ako, at least na-appreciate din nila yong mga work ko! Malaki na puhunan ko dito no, blood and tears!!!

I wanna say nga sana sa kanya na "Commendation is good but I need CASH!"

Monday, October 11, 2004

Messsssssssy Me

Just hoping that everything will be okay na and after all these messy stuff, I’ll be more observant and careful na talaga. I don’t wanna be involved na in everything negative, coz in the end ako rin naman ang nagsu-suffer, I am totally affected, as in. My name’s always been dragged into a situation na madalas di na me dapat makasali, along the way naiipit ako, feeling ko, akong may fault parati kahit I know na I should be out of it.

Sometimes unfair talaga but then when you give it a thought, okay lang, magsawa sila. Better that there were still those people who really appreciate all the things that I’d been doing. When I’m down, I thought of going out, of looking for another opportunity, but then again, maiisip ko na lang na I have to go on and fight.
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There’s this guy I met through Friendster, palitan ng messages and all that. Then one day he called, I don’t know, but when I heard of his voice, I can sense it talaga, whaaaaaa… I deleted all his messages and even his name sa Friendster ko. Bad raw ako, sabi ng mga friends ko, e wala, I wanna get rid of him na. Bad talaga, sorry na lang talaga. Wa ko feel makipag-plastikan, I wanna be real and do what’s necessary. Grossss, bahala na lang si Batman.