Pretty in Pink

After how many Thursday of waiting wishing to see him again, then you’ll just see him in a very girly outfit that you really can’t imagine he’ll be wearing, oooooh, disappointing. A pink polo and a white pants rolled over together with a stripe pink socks and a disgusting white belt below waist and a cap wore sideway, can you just imagine that, outfit from the 80’s even if their motif for that night is pink that’s really something! My goodness can’t find words to say or am I just really upset with him that night.

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Better that Michael Cruz is there to make feel wonderful again! Seeing him in person is one of my longings, what else hearing his splendid voice, that’s a grand bonus! He’s really great… that night he’s wearing… well yes, a pink polo and a plain jeans, simple as that, why didn’t Duane thought of that too!

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Message sending failed, keeps on appearing (to my cellphone) ‘till we’re home… embarrassed that you offered somebody your help (to give a 60 pesos e-load) then all of a sudden will end up not sending him even a centavo of what he’s asking for just because of the stupid problem with the Smart network, of all nights why that night… I was shaky and nervous pa naman ‘coz Pooh’s just beside us and then that happened, groooosssss… we’ve tried inserting my SIM with my friend’s phone just to give him load but we failed!!! Ewwhhh! What a night!

Bad or Good

One of the greatest mistakes you can make in this life,
Is to be continually fearing you will make one.

I'm really afraid to commit mistakes, but then you really can't avoid making one.

Yesterday? Bad hair day, I feel like I'm going to die, I am very nervous, I must admit my mistake talaga at least now, I know it's mine. But now it's over, di naman siya ganun kagalit, I thought I'll cry but thank God I'm not. Good sign huh!

And today? Good day! My day-off but when he called, Liz and I well, decided na half day na lang, we eat out and watch a movie (the village, I thought it's a horror film but it's not) with our friend! Good thing that he still misses us and still interested to spend some quality with us? Really a good day!

Promises

I thought I'll be having a good dinner today! But as usual that baldy man didn't show up! 2x! Promises always made to be be broken... (hmmmpp) What's the matter with him, I texted him but no reply, he should be early as always. Maybe there's a reason behind that.

I'm not going to talk about it na lang, let him be the one to open up about that stupid thing!!! No more reason for me to believe his words na, been twice no more third time this time...

FW: For a Friend

Last Aug. 6? Well, lunch out with the birthday boy at Mangan. After almost two months of not seeing each other, obviously, he's still the same guy we used to know, ma-air ba! (hehehe). But still generous... he seems to be very busy, thankful that with his hectic sched he was able to have lunch with us. Just hope one day he could at least spend much time... just like what we used to do before.

Unfortunately, my plans didn't push through (the gifts I wanted to give him), out-of-stock, so got to think of another one... no birthday greetings from me (hmmp!) just like what he did to me. Ganti-ganti lang yan... think I'm bad, but I'm not, almost 1 week thinking of what to give and how to give (that gift), that's not easy, even when you're sleeping, you'll wake up in a middle of the night, kasi may napanaginipan ka na pwede mo gawin. (kind a weird)

But I'll do everything for a friend, kahit sino pa siya...

The Return

Feels like heaven again, last July 29, we went to - where else "The Library". Why? Better not ask me that, got only one answer: to see Dwain of course, he's the only reason why we always go there. It's a wonderful feeling, we even got the chance to have a picture with him (kilig to the max talaga). He's so gorgeous, I don't think he's a gay, he's just pretending to be one of them. The way he dress-up, his body, he's really a man! you know!!!

Just look at the picture, isn't he handsome?