Messsssssssy Me

Just hoping that everything will be okay na and after all these messy stuff, I’ll be more observant and careful na talaga. I don’t wanna be involved na in everything negative, coz in the end ako rin naman ang nagsu-suffer, I am totally affected, as in. My name’s always been dragged into a situation na madalas di na me dapat makasali, along the way naiipit ako, feeling ko, akong may fault parati kahit I know na I should be out of it.

Sometimes unfair talaga but then when you give it a thought, okay lang, magsawa sila. Better that there were still those people who really appreciate all the things that I’d been doing. When I’m down, I thought of going out, of looking for another opportunity, but then again, maiisip ko na lang na I have to go on and fight.

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There’s this guy I met through Friendster, palitan ng messages and all that. Then one day he called, I don’t know, but when I heard of his voice, I can sense it talaga, whaaaaaa… I deleted all his messages and even his name sa Friendster ko. Bad raw ako, sabi ng mga friends ko, e wala, I wanna get rid of him na. Bad talaga, sorry na lang talaga. Wa ko feel makipag-plastikan, I wanna be real and do what’s necessary. Grossss, bahala na lang si Batman.